"#1: when you cry and your love kisses your eyes and wipes your tears, you know that’s love."
you are amazing to me.. EVERYDAY. i love you so much john
it all started by you noticing the tiniest, stupidest things about me while we were in the middle of the woods at a park.. you grabbed my hand and held it so softly that it felt so amazing.. at that moment, everything surrounding me just went into a blur. you made my heart jump a beat. i got terrified because i have never had this strong feeling about a guy until you. as time went by, spending days with you, getting to know you, fighting with you, along that line, i fell in love with you. not a day i couldnt go by without dazing into your beautiful hazel eyes.. and when your tender lips kissed me for the first time, it made my heart flutter, so many butterflies more than i ever had in my stomach flying around. my feelings for you just got stronger and stronger as more days went by.
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for the past fifteen months, we’ve been through more than any couple has been through. despite our fights, we still love each other in the end. the times you spend being there for me, wiping my tears away, telling me that everything will be okay again.. you just know how to make everything okay again, because when you say it, it sounds so simple. we’ve created so many memories together, that its an endless list. when we started liking each other, as months went by, we started to fall in love, and started loving each other.. and somewhere along that, we made a huge lifetime promise to each other that are to be kept. the things you say if you ever lost me, shatters me, because i would do the EXACT same thing if i ever lost you. i cannot imagine life without you, because you were meant to be in my life for a lifetime. people say that they’re jealous because we have such a perfect relationship.. but we don’t, we are just like the others. but we just love each other so much that we just look past the fights like it never even happened. no matter what happens, i will always love you, and you will always be my life and my WHOLE entire heart. words cant explain how much i love you, because i’ve given up some things in my life just for you.
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once again, i love you.
so much, more than anything in the entire world.
you will always be mine, no matter what.
forever and always, no matter what.